I'm tired of this crab. Sick and tired of it. Thank you for those of you who looked out for me. I'm 23 years old and fully capable of making my own choices in life. tonight I thought that I lost my car key and I was upset. So I went out at 12:00 to find my key. People that knew me saw and ask why I was out. WHY?? I am I always question in my life. I know that Ryan was suppose to be with me when I went out. I wanted to be on my own.